I really don't know, so stop asking

tomorrow it's already thursday. just saying, what the hell

wait on someone special

here is the dreamcatcher I bought from turkey. really like it, and it fits perfectly to my room.
I found my way pretty quickly to the computer when I got home... but now it's time to take the dogggyy out and will see what happens then. I guess I just have to wait on my bf to come over, could read some finnish and spanish? naaaah will seeeee , I'll catch you up later alligators

puss

when you say no, I say yes

today I took a walk with the dog just because I felt like I needed fresh air? I never "just take a walk" with the dog, usually I go for a run or something like that. but today it was actually nice just walk around in that cloudy and cold weather. when I came home my shoes were covered in mud, I didn't even notes that it was muddy outside... however now I'm gonna focus on spanish for the rest of the day, have a chill sunday

x

beautiful

fall inspiration

it's already so cold outside. soon it's not even fall anymore, it's winter. super

warm and big

looking for to buy an warm and big cardigan/sweater to days when it's really cold. (from left to right, carlings, monki, monki)

I'm afraid of what I'm gonna dream about

I know , I know , haven't posted anything in a while. and I have so heard of it so hello here I am. I have to say that one week of school these days is passing by too quick. seriously, how are you suppose to get done all the stuff you should do when you haven't even done the last weeks things, I am kind of behind in school because of my one weeks semester in turkey, but still, give me a brake.

about turkey, it was hmm synonyms to good, okay I guess. I didn't really like the whole idea of leaving there with my parents and with only one of my sisters, which meant, little sister. but instead of walking around with a nothavingfun-face, I kind of enjoyed the all include in-hotel, which was awesome. the hotel was huge and it got three swimming pools, it's own area of the beach, and bar/clubs, football field, tennis field and a huge area of space to walk on and just chill on. if you ever get a chance to take an all include in, take it. the mass of food and other stuff what was going on all the time, stretching, step aerobic, water gymnastics, going to the gym etc. I got an french manicure, which was gone after 3 days, thumb up. and what else... well the only thing what really sucked was that it rained about 4 days of 7 of the time that we were there. which wasn't so fun. even if you were able to do a lot of things when it rained,  you can get rain in finland too so... however, lucky us it shined the last two days before we were about to leave. and I took sun as much I could. got some new friends and had the best last night ever.

I'm really tired right now. but I don't wanna go to bed because I'm afraid of what I'm gonna dream about. my dreams lately have been, horrible. not gonna share them here, no, but I have told about them to some and all I can say is that they aren't nice at all.
I guess you see nightmares if you are stressed or something. I guess it's true, even if I don't feel stressed I can assume that my body is. whenever I get home and near my bed I go to sleep. today after school I slept for almost 4 hours. and it's not so good.

I would love to put all the turkey pics here but it takes so long to load them... grrr. but some of course :) however I have been doing good. nothing special is going on. I'll post more, I promise (really do this time, I really like to write here some boring shit haha) anywayss , take care fellas , I will.

xo minea

still in turkey

I am so shore I can't do that so I wont even try! instead I could ask somebody who is good in stuff like that to do one for me haha... anyone ? ;)

still in turkey ! I have actually had time and a chance to blog from here but naah I haven't been able to upload any pictures or anything so I'm gonna leave it until I'm home , and that means , on saturday!! 

I have had a lot of fun in here , the sunny weather is finally here! but about all that lateroooo

CUSOON

pla pla pla plaa

Bye bye finland! See you next weekend dudes this girl leavs to antalya now , haven't slept at all but its okay SCHOOLS out for a weeeek ahh xoxo

me gusta espanol. que

when I should be doing thousands of other things I sit down in front of my computer and to what? this , this is so wrong! I'm desperate with this reading , one test to go! oneeee , I'm so happy about that but this one test that I have left is spanish. and I can and understand uno. I were reading in the library with stina today , 3 hours! okay , we didn't really read all the time but anyway. I think I am good enough to pass it , will see , but now time food! even if I'm still full of the thai cube...

x

sweet chilli chicken teriyaki with jasmine rice

grr , what a stupid morning is all I can say! woke up about nine and had to go to school for one only yes one stupid lesson! I cursed the whole morning how unnecessary this was. what didn't make it any better (okay actually it did) that I missed the buss (so I came about 20 minutes late whii) , but what the fu is up with the weather "again" ?? hello rain and hello wind and cold an all the rest shit what comes with that haha (for example messed up hair, and that I fell in a hill because it was so wet and I got juuust a little muddy...)! but now , finished with my nice story and I have to continue eating that ^ - try it!!!!! omnom , and to read some physics 

ciao macarones x

I need to get out (of my room)

well hello or good evening actually. what's up? like the fact that I actually didn't write anything yesterday? I do. I thought about it but since my bf came over I kind of skipped it. what have I done the past 7 days... can't remember , red I guess , the test weeks or what ever you can call it have started or started on thursday with a chemist test. friday math and now I'm reading on my best to physics...  I'm exhausted , not , but however still 3 tests to go and then it's over , for a while.
oh yeahhhhhhh , the autumn holidays are near! to me it just means a week of holiday in turkey. I'm leaving now , I need to get out (of my room) , leaving for a run , ah something I have missed! I've been sick the past 2 weeks so haven't really been able to do anything but now!!!! yes

see you pussnus x

ps. what the fu is wrong with my network it's just never ready to do any teamwork with me and I promise it wont either do now

why so serious?

let the fall come! love

 pictures from today... now I'm just too tired to write anything here. haven't blogged in a week again, sorry! I promise I'll write something interesting later, now it's just impossible, my head is empty

x

hello short hair

this is what I did today at the morning. do I like it? yes !!!!

my weheartit

I just started a new weheartit account (?) because my tumblr was so messed up... anyway I use weheartit because it's where I for the most pick up all my pics and also put sometimes my owns in. it's so much easier , and if someone has a account , tell me! :) 

my weheartit

welcome instagram photos

here I am again , didn't go to ikea , stopped by omena and stayed there. bought some stuff and left. frezza black toffee , I prefer vanilla haha but that wasn't that bad either! (I finally understood how to get my istagram photos easy here , so there will be more coming yay!) 

see you

x

and now you are gonna die

Knife Party-Internet Friends (Preview) by arntrela

good morning! that song is so weird but I actually woke up to it so .... however I'm just about to leave to ikea with my dad and sister , new sofa time! haha. have a nice sunday morning fellows

x

isn't this the most cutest dog

yes.

this or that who gives a fu ck

I have been wondering what kind of a style I have. like what kind of clothes I like to wear. and seriously I have no idea what it is. sometimes I like a very tomboy style , sometimes I like to go around in very girlish clothes and sometimes just in clothes that says I don't give a fu.

I wish I could walk around in high heels but then in an other opinion I don't ? I love vanses and converse etc but I can still see something lovely in high heels

I know I never post any daily clothing stuff and thats mostly only because I am too tired to take pics and download them here at the same time , I know I know I'm lazy but maybe , some day , I could , haha , dream on. 

this tinnitus is killing me , goodbye 

x

all we wanna do is party drink smoke fuck

ciao. my day have been mostly of , walking around alone in the house high on painkillers , sleeping , watching a movie called hanna which was okay , baking a cake because having no food , trying to read some physics without any results , watching my bf football game , freezing , watching another movie called bridesmaids , laughing a lot to it , trying to get my network to work without any results

and now , trying to just get finished this text so I could go and continue doing nothing , however if you didn't understand , I have been home the whole day (almost) because of my terrible feeling and just tiredness , but yes , tomorrow school. yay

khyss

the sun is a boy and the moon is a girl , el sol , la luna

hello sunshines! have you had an awesome monday? guess what , I have. this week started nicely with a antibiotic cure (?) , didn't sleep at all last night because my ear was so painful , it just kept on hurting and when I woke up this morning I couldn't hear anything and my balance was really bad. so I left to see mr doctor , and what did he say? yes I have otitis (korvatulehdus in finnish) , and , all I can say is that I have never had it before and this is the first and last time I'll get it. so , I didn't go to school either , and well what have I done then... nothing... exactly nothing. so not that my weekend sucked big time , my monday did too. still can't belive that I actually felt kind of okay yesterday? just hang with my bf the whole day , and then suddenly I got otitis , just like that. buu

now , it's raining , and I want food. not that we have any , my ear still hurts a little , I could take some more painkillers , for fun (you know what happens if you take too much of them haha) noup I will continue with just not doing anything.

x

collage time again!

collage time again! jeans: cubus, shoes: din sko, shirt: monki, backpack: fjällräven, and the hat: ponkes I guess? I forgot it. anywaay , I would love to have all that 

what is he/she saying??

good morning. I have been sick the whole yesterday , had some fever (39.1) and couldn't do anything. it hurt in every single body part I had. but guess what! today when I woke up about an hour ago , I felt grate , no fever , didn't hurt anywhere , I just can't understand it , how you can heal from an sucha sick feeling  so fast !!

post ya latero x

what is he/she saying?? 

it's the same old you an the same old me

hi there! since I've been up to so much this week I haven't really been able to blog or even throw any pictures here... ;( but now , back on track bebes.

the exchange student which I told you about on monday is leaving already tomorrow. she's really nice and I hope she have had a very nice week here in finland! altho the weather have sucked big time...
nothing special have happened. school mostly , this week have actually been kind of boring , but it have went really fast!
I were shopping with the exchange student and my sister on wednesday and guess what I bought? black cardigan, black (so mushimushi and big) scarf and the wallet from monki... black is my "this years fall" color , how nice...

today , goodbye party (hah?) to all the exchange students which have been in our school at the evening.  and then , don't know. NOW sleep

adiiosssss x

hello! before I leave...

hello! before I leave the house I could post one of my collages , quickly... so , jeans: cubus, shirt: how could I forgot this one , well I guess , carlings ? but can't be shore... the hats(?): melodica , shoes: din sko (?) and the wallet: monki.

so that's what I need right now. if I will buy something , I'll let you know but right now , I have no money. I will probably buy the wallet because that one that I have right now (the same one but in a other color) is kind of living it's last days.

NOW have to go! see you

x

hello sweethearts. I'm...

hello sweethearts. I'm just gonna tell you shortly about yesterday , sucha nice evening! a lot of delicious food , nice people, gossips, talking and laughing. I had to leave already half past nine. the dog didn't even want to go out ?! how ever my bf came over almost at the same time as I were out with the dog so I didn't really have to be alone home for that long , which was totally fine haha. when I got to bed yesterday I can't really say when I fell asleep because I cant remember anything from the last minutes before I actually fell a sleep , that's how tired I were.

today I have done , exactly nothing. homework and cleaning all around the house (because we will have a exchange student from norway tomorrow for a week to our house , how awesome), watched a movie from the middle and didn't understand anything , fell asleep , ate and here I am now.

did some collages today too! but will post them later :) have a nice sunday
bye x

to them who haven't seen the video , I love seriously 

good evening!

good evening! I should go now but decided to blog instead. hmm , I just came home from our boat , were there with alexandra (she stayed over the night after we had watched "the roommate" totally understand her haha!) had a lot of fun. went to haukilahden paviljionki and ate the most delicious meatballs ever! and slept the whole way back. when I came home she left with a rush and I went to the shower. will meet her up in 20min , because we are leaving to a friend's place to spend girls night witch 10 other girl. fun! but I can't stay that long because I have to come home and take the dog out. but it's fine because no one is home. super

seee youuuu x

Hey ya! haven't post...

hey ya! haven't posted again anything at the whole week but here I am. this week have been full of up and downs. my mood have changed from superhappy to iwanttokilleverybodyinttheworld-mood thousands of times. but right now I feel kind of calm and well tired but happy.
we had our school photos been taken today. I have no idea how it went but I wish for the best. bhahah , nothing special have happened , I have spent a lot of time with my bf and friends + went actually to my workouts yesterday (about that , yea my dad forgot me there , I mean I waited for him 45 min in the rain without saldo=couldn't call anyone until I started to walk home , and he came finally when I was half way  but anyway , I was pissed just so you know)

my plans for today are really open. for now my plans are that I would watch a movie with alexandra at our place , will see.
yesterday cubus opened , I bought a hat (?) , could really die for all the clothes there

bye kyss

turn me up when you feel low

hey! what's new? from me , nothing. shitty day 2 haha. or it haven't been that bad , just missed the bus three times and had to walk a lot. today I were with mina , just because I didn't have anything else to do. we drove again around with her vespa. when we got bored after a while we called nea and asked if we could come over to her place for a while until I had to leave to meri's konfirmation party (??) , stayed there a while and then mina drove me to meri's place. cake and old people how nice haha.
now I'm home. I was suppose to meet up my boyfriend but he's sick buhu so now I think I'll just take a shower and watch a movie or something. tomorrow it's monday , altho you knew it already.

kyss

Stereo Hearts (Dillon Francis Remix) by DirtyMexicanLemonade.com Hitz (Dipped Noise edit and remaster) - Chase & Status (Dillon Francis remix) by Dipped Noise

I love

still alive dudes

still alive dudes. it feels like years since I posted last. anyway don't know where to start , again , surprise!

school have now started to feel like school. what is it now , three weeks or am I wrong when it started? I'm already used to get up 8 every morning (I know some people have to get up about 6 but lucky me , my school starts 9:40 everyday).

today I haven't done that much. my whole day have actually sucked big time. first of all I don't even remember why I woke 8 today ? why , it's like saturday... however continued of course sleeping. I remember that I have hit myself in every single corner and table that I know. I failed also in baking meringues , I burned them (which isn't even possible , they where in the oven for 4 minutes when they are suppose to be there 40 minutes ?!). and more , at the evening I left driving with my sister , and picked up a movie at the same time. go us we hit our moms car in a fence BY MISTAKE , and ..... well it doesn't really look good. we will see what will happen at the morning when mom finds out... ha ha. what else ? oooh yeeah the fu weather just keeps on being "fu"... I swear there were something more but I can't remember, however the point was that my day have been shitty.

how have yours been?

I need (want) so much clothes right now that it doesn't make sense. where does all my money disappear? I  could do a wanties collage with fall clothes in , maybe it could help this misery haha

I could start posting again more often , I just realized how boring my blog have begin to be. not that I promise anything...

chauhuhuchao loves 

x